I've got an appointment tomorrow morning, so we'll see. I'm a little overwhelmed on where to begin with her but I think she'll guide me. I just feel like there is so much stuff I need to inform her of for her to be able to diagnose me. Like, where do I start? I'm sure it'll be ok, just a little nervous.
I'm also nervous about her possibly recommending medication. I would rather fix my problems with therapy and hard work on my part than with medication. But maybe I do need something. I don't know. I used to be on Paxil for anxiety, and withdrawing from it (twice) was awful. And I hear things about anti-depressant drugs causing suicidal thoughts (though I would hope I would never feel that way - again, wayyyy too afraid of death).
Anyway, tomorrow starts my journey.