I can't explain why, but sometimes I get this overwhelming feeling of loneliness. During the first trimester, when I was so sick, I didn't go out anywhere socially, and I spent the majority of my time outside of work in bed. I always had Brad to cry to but because I felt so awful, we couldn't really cuddle up together or have that time to hang out like we did pre-pregnancy.

Over the past few weeks, I've been lucky enough to get out with some friends on the weekends and catch up, and that's been great. But I still feel lonely. Even more so, now that Brad has been down in his workshop every night preparing for the craft show next month. I want him to work, definitely, but I just feel so isolated and alone all the time. It's hard to describe. But I get sad that I have to fall asleep by myself every night because he goes to bed later than me, and I wake up alone in the morning because he's already left for work by the time I wake up.

Anyway, I'm just a bit depressed this morning.

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