Anxiety is for the birds...

Pic has nothing to do with this post - this is us today before our Thanksgiving meal at a local restaurant called Gibbet Hill.

I have an anxiety disorder. I know I've talked about this in the past. I see a therapist, but I don't take medication. Most of the time, while my anxiety is always lurking, I can control it with distraction. Sometimes, it just gets very, very bad and causes health issues. Which is where I am right now.

I am working a day job that makes me physically sick at times. I've sat in my car in the morning crying, forcing myself to get out of the car and go into work. I pretty much just hate it. It's a long story and I don't think the details of it are necessary. The main information you need is that this job is causing my anxiety to skyrocket.

So much so, that I'm having physical ailments, body aches, panic attacks, feeling like my throat is closing in, flu like symptoms, numbness in my arms, hands, feet. It's also causing my usual mom paranoia to go to extreme levels. Right now, every time Austin walks down the stairs, I visualize him falling and cracking his head open. Every time he eats food, I visualize him choking to death. It's kind of like Final Destination - where I can see an accident happening in my head and therefor I panic because I truly think it's about to happen.

I won't use anxiety medication because of a few reasons. I used to be on Paxil and not only did it make me gain weight, withdrawing from it was a living hell. I have a prescription for Ativan for panic attacks - I've used it once for an attack I couldn't seem to stop, and once before a biopsy that was terrifying me last year (they found a lump in my breast - turned out to be nothing serious, but that was the worst two weeks of my life waiting for those results). But thinking about taking anxiety meds like Ativan make me even more anxious, because I worry about not being in complete control of my body. I worry I'll have an allergic reaction (even to things I have taken before - I've recently become terrified of Aleve though I've taken that off and on my entire life).

I recently injured my back and several people suggested muscle relaxers. But I am afraid my throat will relax too much and I won't be able to breathe. It just really sucks always being afraid.

I worry about ridiculous things. I felt cold and lightheaded a few days ago and someone mentioned that I could have the flu and I immediately asked Brad what if I get the flu and I die? What normal person jumps to the worse possible conclusion every single time? I get pains in my legs and fear I have a blood clot. And that happens on a normal day with my anxiety - every pain I think is something serious. Now add the day job I'm super anxious about and you can imagine what life is like for me right now.

My job is supposed to end at the end of 2017, in just about 22 working days. I recently got a note casually mentioning talking about me staying longer because they need me - and I wrote back informing them that I had no intention of staying. I need to be done. My physical and mental health cannot take being there any longer than I have agreed to already.

I am looking forward to 2018. A new year. A completely fresh start. I'm even considering starting a 2018 Project Life album as a way to get back into the hobby I used to love - scrapbooking. Life these past two years has been completely insane in good ways and in bad ways, and I can't wait to begin a brand new year, calm my anxiety, and figure out where to go next.

Meal planning

It's an excuse, I know, but my time as an LLR consultant was so busy that I simply didn't have time for exercise. And when I did have some time, I was exhausted. I mean, if I couldn't craft, which is something that brings me intense joy, then why on earth would I try to exercise. I also ate like crap - so I'm up a good 15 or so pounds, I think. (I don't know for sure because I haven't dared to step on a scale).

It's time to be healthier and start working on losing weight now that I have some more time in my schedule. So this past weekend I started meal planning. I have two small notebooks for now (that I'd originally bought to try out bullet journaling - a huge fail on my part). 


One notebook is for meal and snack ideas and recipes, and the other is for the week's actual meal plan. I found a channel I like on YouTube called Weight Watchers Journey to Healthy, and I am enjoying watching her meal prep videos and I've picked up a couple of simple recipes already that I made on Sunday. One being English Muffin cups - basically an egg mixture you bake up and put on an English Muffin - and some different mason jar salad recipes. I even made up mason jar fruit salad cups which have been SO GOOD for breakfast.




Brad is doing this with me, so that is helpful. This week is Thanksgiving but we're going out to a restaurant instead of having a Thanksgiving dinner at home for the first time ever. This means no leftovers to pig out on for several days after the holiday. 

Next week I hope to hop back on the treadmill. I've been a bit scared of it because a few years ago I was diagnosed with exercise induced anaphylaxis and I'm still afraid I'm going to break out in hives while exercising. The condition is supposedly temporary but it lasted at least two years before I stopped exercising regularly, so I'm not sure if I still have it. I take Zyrtec almost daily now so I'm hoping that wards off a reaction. But anyway, I'm still afraid I might actually stop breathing and so I generally don't hit the treadmill unless Brad is home. And since he works long hours now, I'm not usually in the mood for a workout at 8pm at night. But I'm going to have to suck it up and make that work! At least until I know whether I still have this condition.

I'm excited to get my body back into shape soon! 

Why I left LuLaRoe

Ok - this will be long because I just want to do one post encompassing my whole time as a consultant and the reasons why I left. It's also probably a bit jumbled and I'm sure I'm leaving stuff out. I want to be candid about my experience (both positive and negative) and I want to be careful to note that some of the reasons I left are based on speculation that has yet to be proven true or false.


Back in the fall of 2015, I was introduced to LuLaRoe by my boss at the time and good friend. I was skeptical of buying clothes on Facebook at first, but I started with a pair of leggings and then a Randy and before I knew it, I had fallen completely in love with the clothing. I never cared what I wore before - usually just a jeans and sweater or t shirt kind of girl. Not much pattern. I didn't like to stand out. But these clothes were comfortable (they seriously feel like you're wearing jammies) and cute (at least back when I fell in love - the patterns were not as crazy as they are today) and I actually started caring about what I wore each day. I'd plan my outfits so I could wear my LLR every day. I was promoting it all the time, even though I didn't sell it. In fact I told my friend repeatedly I didn't want to sell it because "I don't have time for that."

Three months after I started buying it, I realized I was up to about 50 pieces and said, alright, I should just sign up. This was in February 2016. I had about an 8 week wait in the queue. I was so excited - I did a practice party using photos of my own personal LuLaRoe. I bought racks and revamped one of the smaller rooms in the house to do my LuLa in. Bought storage units and prepared as much as I could. I onboarded on April 1, 2016 during a lunch with my two bosses. Immediately after placing my initial order package (this was back when we could do custom packages), I bought more leggings, so my initial investment before I started selling was about $9,000. I paid for this by using a new credit card that offered 0% interest for 21 months. Throughout my time as a consultant, I never kept more on my credit card than we as a family could pay off if something bad were to happen. Unfortunately many other ladies got into a situation where their debt was more than they could pay down. I can't speak for anyone else's financials. I just knew that I wasn't going to make the investments if it would be an impact to my family. 

For those of you who may not be familiar with how LuLaRoe works - we buy the clothing at wholesale cost from LuLaRoe and then sell to our customers at retail. Which means that unlike some other direct sales companies where you are paid on a commission basis, you own this inventory. You have to store it, take photos of it, and ship it all from your own home.

So I launched, and sales were amazing. It was SO much work doing LuLaRoe in addition to a full time job outside the house, but I loved it. I wasn't sleeping much, but it was fun. I enjoyed photographing the clothes, helping ladies find pieces they loved, and running my own business. I met so many amazing ladies in my consultant groups and as people became repeat customers of mine. I spent the entire first year of selling LuLaRoe re-investing my profit, so I built up my inventory to around 1600-2000 pieces (including leggings). I finally started taking a small salary in April of 2017 when I had paid off my 2016 taxes and lowered my credit card balance to a few thousand. I did finally pay that balance off completely in the summer of 2017.

Let me sidetrack for a moment and talk about some of the good and bad about being a consultant, for me:

The positives: I learned how to run my own business. I learned how to market via social media. I learned that I loved being my own boss and doing something that was more creative than my day job. I met some wonderful women! I had some customers that just made my day by letting me know how much they loved their items and how good they felt about themselves. I built a community in my VIP Facebook group and I truly enjoyed interacting with people there. When I left the business, I left with a profit (more on that later).

The negatives: This is specifically speaking about my time as a consultant: Taking so much time away from my son/my family. I was glued to my phone because I'd constantly be getting customer questions, or I needed to load my inventory for this event, or this event, or I needed to do admin tasks for the multi consultant group I ran. Customers that didn't pay invoices despite repeated reminders. (The ones who claim items and then ignore you completely are the worst - sorry folks, don't claim items if you aren't going to pay for them, it's a waste of everyone's time). Looking back, while I know that putting customers first allowed me to be successful and have repeat business, I wish I'd maybe put off answering a question about material for 5 minutes to tuck my son into bed or read him a story. Another negative? Put a bunch of women together in any group and there is bound to be some cattiness. Most specifically - everyone worried about how everyone else did business. So much reporting to compliance when people sold below retail (hell, I'm guilty of reporting people because that's what my mentors told me to do!). To expand on that, another negative of being a LLR consultant is you can't run sales openly. Normal businesses, when styles go out of season or have been sitting awhile, you can run a sale and advertise it. Not if you're following LLR policies though. You have to say "PM me for details" and most customers don't want to bother having to send a private message to find out the price on something. Launches of capsules were always (and continue to be) a shitshow. I usually managed to get items but their site to order inventory would crash, people would be double charged, they'd send out the wrong items to people). When I launched they put my entire order of 75 Azure skirts on backorder for almost 3 months! That's money I paid that they had and I didn't get my product to sell until months later. And this happened a lot during my time as a consultant - I had backorder slips in almost every box the first several months. And when I'd finally get a box of backorders, they were almost always wrong. I'd either get less stuff, the wrong stuff, or a few extra items. It was impossible to keep track of. One time I got an entire duplicate box of an order and when I tried to return to LuLaRoe, they yelled at ME because of their screw up. I should have just kept it.

Ok, back to the story.

I had the biggest sales months of my time in January, February, and March of 2017. I was ordering twice a week, I was selling a ton, it was awesome. And then in April, it was like everything came crashing down. I went part time at my day job because I just couldn't handle both anymore. And then LLR sales TANKED. And when I say tanked - every single consultant I spoke with noted April as the month their sales just went to shit. I don't know specifically what happened, but around that time there were a ton of going out of business sales being advertised by unhappy consultants who were leaving the company. And I want to admit a huge mistake I made here - I assumed those consultants just couldn't cut it. I was wrong! And I'm sorry for assuming. I thought that people leaving just didn't realize how much work this was going to be, or made mistakes with their money - and while that may be the case for some...it's not the case for all and I admit fault for assuming.

So LLR tried to combat all the GOOB sales by changing their policy on returning inventory when you decide to leave the company. Our contracts I believe all had a note about that we could return our inventory for a restocking fee when we left. They changed this to say they'd refund inventory 100% and cover shipping. I think they thought that it would get more people to onboard because there would be zero risk in signing up, and also stop everyone selling at a discount because they could get their money back. But it blew up in their face. So many consultants were unhappy they just all decided to leave at once, and LLR couldn't afford to pay their refunds. (Allegedly).

Also happening during this time was a massive backlash on LLR for holes in leggings. Now, I want to be clear that I have about 50 pairs of leggings myself and I've only ever had holes in two pairs. I've washed and worn them many, many times. And I was always very careful to inspect every item of clothing I sent out during my time as a consultant and only ever had maybe a dozen items returned for damage during that whole year and a half (more items were damaged, I just caught them before even listing them for sale). But many consultants don't have time to inspect every item and sent stuff out and then refused to replace for their customers, which led to lots of customers leaving bad reviews about the company's clothing and eventually I think a lawsuit was filed about the damages. And there was/is also a lawsuit about charging sales tax to customers improperly, but I don't really get too involved in that because coming from MA, we don't have sales tax on clothing, so none of my customers were charged tax during that time.

Anyway, it's summer of 2017 and I'm happily working towards making LuLaRoe my full time job after my day job ends at the end of this year. I'm drinking the Koolaid and assuming that the damage issues and sales tax problems are being taken care of. I don't know at this point how many thousands of retailers are going out of business. I'm not in any groups that allow negativity - it's all unicorn farts and rainbow glitter in my team pages. Those that left, left because they couldn't cut it, right? At least, that's the bullshit I'm fed every day. At this point, I'm increasing my LLR space in my house by converting my dining room to an office/extension of my LuLaRoe room. I'm ready to work hard after the new year. At this time, I had one "LuLaBaby" (a friend from school) and she'd decided to leave the company because sales had dropped so much. She resigned and was waiting for her free shipping labels to send back her inventory.

And then LLR did something that I cannot understand. They decided one day that they weren't going to honor the 100% buyback anymore. Now, this would have gone over ok if they'd just said "from today forward, we're going back to our original policy." Instead, everyone that had resigned already under the 100% assumption but didn't have their labels yet got SCREWED. They said "oh well, too bad, you're only getting 90% and oh by the way you can't return any capsules or seasonal items and if you earned bonuses during your time as a consultant we're taking that out of your refund." I don't even know what part of that is legal! Maybe it is...but what the fuck? So basically if you were a higher level consultant there was no point in returning inventory because your bonuses would probably be too much for you to get a refund. They also said they wouldn't accept any returns while they processed all the refunds for everyone who had already sent their stuff in - they were running about 2.5 months behind on those (meaning people who returned inventory in July didn't get a refund until like, October). And so the GOOB sales skyrocketed. Because people wanted out, and they couldn't return their inventory, so why not sell everywhere at a discount?

And with this announcement I had decided I was going to lay low for awhile. Continue selling and just try to reduce the level of inventory I had, and prepare myself if something were to go wrong with the company in the future.

And then the very next day, I saw something that really concerned me. I'm going to link to a post on this by Mommygyver because I don't think I can explain it that well.
https://www.mommygyver.com/single-post/2017/09/14/Retail-Roe

I, and many other people, have interpreted this information as LLR wants to swap from their consultant format to a retail, direct to consumer format. This may or may not be true - though in the past few months they've expanded their direct to consumer site already by adding shoes, and supposedly jeans are coming, along with many other items of clothing and accessories. So...they're already doing it.

This scared the shit out of me. I was concerned that if the company suddenly closed their consultant business, everyone would be trying to sell product off at once and the market would be flooded even more so than it is already, and I would not be able to sell off even for wholesale.

I spoke at length with my husband and friends and former LLR trainer who had left several months prior (her reasons were mostly for time with her family - she has a full time job she loves that she won't give up and she couldn't continue to do both. Plus, it was becoming not fun for her anymore). They all advised me to GTFO. So I decided that night I was done. Between the way they screwed thousands of women with their return policy change and this potential direct to consumer change, I couldn't trust this company anymore. So I announced it to my group a few days later and over the course of about 6 weeks I sold off 1400 pieces of inventory and then closed up my Facebook group. I am still working through about 250 pieces by selling on eBay and Mercari. And then I have to figure out how to sell off my Z racks and other equipment/tools I invested in. I've taken back my dining room and 3/4 of my LuLaRoom is now an office.

I am walking away from my year and a half as a LLR consultant with a profit of around $30,000. About 2/3 of this is going to pay off the Disney Vacation Club membership we purchased in August of this year. I feel pretty good about that - I've paid for the next 48 years of vacations for my family with my time as a consultant. That's something! It isn't nearly the right pay for the amount of hours I put into this business (you can't begin to understand how much work is involved unless you've been a consultant - its almost 24/7), but knowing that I paid that off by myself is huge to me. That is a substantial thing that we now own because of LuLaRoe.

Once I announced I was leaving, I was able to join a bunch of groups for consultants going out of business, or ones disenchanted with the company and considering leaving and the things I have read - the responses the company has given to consultants, the decisions they've made - every day I read something new making me so glad I left.

Now, allegedly...there are concerns about cash flow. This is boosted by the way the company has been pumping out capsule launches like crazy since the refund policy change. It appears (again...not proven one way or another) that they don't have enough money to refund consultants unless they sell a capsule. Seems that every time they launch one, suddenly a whole bunch of consultants are sent their checks. Also when they'd initially announced the 100% buyback they said they wouldn't send the returns back out in the new order boxes to current consultants and instead donate the items. This was proven to be a lie, as some sneaky consultants would leave their business cards in Carly pockets or folded up in leggings, or the tags would have punches on them and these items were received in new boxes. When they changed the return policy, they said they would no longer be donating but would be "sanitizing" them and sending them back out in new inventory boxes (this was why I had originally said I would stay on selling but probably not order inventory for awhile). Not donating these returns indicates that they have to send them back out because they can't afford not to. Again. Allegedly.

And I feel sorry for any current consultant who has to get someone's ugly returns in their new boxes. Good prints sell. The ugly shit is what's going back and believe me, there is some UGLY SHIT out there. LLR likes to put triangles on everything. The triangles often look like Doritos. So you may see things about "Dorito prints" out there and now you know where that comes from.

So there are consultants waiting for months for their refund checks. There are consultants going out of business being attacked by other current consultants and being told to just wait until they can send stuff back (at the consultant's cost) to get a partial refund. There are top sellers bragging about how they have the best prints. There are more and more people going out of business every day.

And then this week? The Noir collection. If you don't know about this - it's an all black (or shades of black or something stupid like that) collection. LLR pumped this up so much. They had all their retailers promoting it and getting customers excited for it. And like every other launch in LLR history, it failed big time. And for many consultants that were on the fence, this was the end. I read something like 2% of consultants were able to get black. All those other consultants had to turn around and disappoint their customers and point them to the big time sellers who ordered 2,000 to 5,000 pieces of black. Those top sellers do not need more customers. This launch really showed how much LuLaRoe doesn't give a fuck about the little guys. They claim to care about every retailer - it's bullshit. If you cared, you'd limit the collection so everyone could order some if they wanted to, and then open leftovers up later. But no...they released this purposely like this so the big sellers could buy it all up and the little guys got nothing and it's going to push those little guys out of business.

Why would LLR do this?

I suspect (again...totally a suspicion and speculation and not proven to be true) that LLR wants to push out the little people. Why? Well, think about it. If your low level consultants leave...you don't have to pay bonuses to the top sellers. It's cheaper for LLR that way. They push good product to top sellers who will just keep working their asses off to sell and make money that way, and they don't get bonuses because they don't have enough people in their downline to have them qualify.

About LLR being a pyramid scheme...I don't know the definition or legal stuff or anything like that. All I know is fact. Up until I think July of 2017, bonuses were paid based on how much was ordered each month (purchased from LuLaRoe). NOT based on sales volume. I was continually told by my uplines a bigger inventory got bigger sales. My group actually ran contests based on how much you ordered each month. In July they changed to a sales based bonus structure. That's all I know, and all I can say on this because I really don't know what makes a pyramid scheme and I don't want to say things that aren't true here.

There's really so much more I could say but much of it is speculation and I'd rather you form your own opinions on that stuff. If you want to read more, I encourage you to check out Mommygyver's blog. She has the best public information about the company and the sketchy practices. There are also groups on Facebook you can join for more if you're so inclined. Buzzfeed has done some articles. Most of the local news stations have done stories on the pyramid scheme lawsuit. Take some time to Google and form your own opinion.

That's my story. That's why I left. And that's SOME of why I'm super glad I'm gettin' outta Dodge. I don't regret being a consultant. Again, it allowed me to pay off a DVC membership and taught me a lot about running my own business and what I'd like to do in the future. But I'm glad I left when I did.

Where do I go from here?

Mickey's Not So Scary Halloween Party this past August

Anyone still out there? If you're reading this...drop me a comment below. Even an emoji! I wouldn't blame you for not sticking with me as there has been an obvious lack of content here in well over a year.

I decided in September to part ways with LuLaRoe. I'm not quite ready to share the full story yet, but in short: I no longer trust the company. I have so much more to say on this, but that is for another day (soon, I promise - maybe even in the next few days). 

So I've left LuLaRoe - though I'm still selling off a few hundred items through other channels outside of Facebook. I've joined another company, Color Street (joined prior to quitting LLR) that I love and is FAR different from LLR. I plan to share more about that soon too. My day job is supposed to end in about 6 weeks, however, we still haven't converted our accounting system over and time is running out. I'm kind of in limbo right now. But assuming the job ends...in 2018, I won't have a job. 

My current plan is to take several months off and get my life back in order since LLR took it over. I want to organize the house. I want to start crafting again. I want to be home with my son. I want to spend some solid time with my family. After that...we'll see. Ideally, I'm looking for something that I can do from home and is flexible. 

Which brings me to...I reopened my Etsy shop today. No new products at the moment, but all of my past digital designs are now back up and available. I hope to add to that soon. I'm going to start getting back into making cards with holiday cards this year. I might work hard on my mom's eBay business and make that my new "job." Color Street provides a small amount of income a month. I'd like to find other creative ways to add to that so that maybe I can continue staying home with Austin throughout his school years. 

I can't wait to update you guys more, and I'm going to get back into blogging several times a week starting right now so I can get myself back into the swing of things! I miss blogging and I miss the community I'd built here. 

Talk to you soon! Very soon! For real this time!

Long Time, No Blog

Hi there! I'd like to apologize for the lack of posts over the past....11 months? Wow. Life has just taken this crazy turn for me. After signing on to be a LuLaRoe retailer, I found that I have so little time to myself.

This business is crazy busy, and requires a LOT of social media presence. And I still work an office job (though I recently went part-time), so between the two, the little time I have winds up being at 11pm at night. And the last thing I feel like doing is sitting online and typing out a blog when I've spent most of the day interacting on various social media platforms. And there hasn't been any energy to create anything crafty. Since last Mother's Day, I've made two cards. It's a little sad, because creating handmade cards and scrapbooking was a passion, and still is, but right now LuLaRoe has taken priority.

Eventually, I am hoping to not have to work an office job. And I know that the pains I'm having right now will be rewarding in the end, when I can finally leave. For now though, I'm straight out, day in, and day out. I have little time to meet up with friends, as I schedule events a month or two ahead. I don't have time or energy to craft. And free time I do have...I'm spending with my family.

We did just come back from an amazing Disney cruise, and I had a solid two weeks with my guys to reconnect. That was important to me. I even requested a private table at dinner, so we didn't have to be "on" with anyone else and could just be with each other.

In St. Kitts

I hope to check in again soon. Perhaps I'll find some time to create something wonderful to share with you guys now that I've cut back my hours at my office job. For now I'm just loving what I'm doing. If you want to come join me and see what I've been doing with my days and nights though, I would love for you to join my group - you can get there through my business page.

I hope you all are well and your families are doing well and you're doing things you love. I miss interacting with you guys through this blog. Someday I'll be back to it! I haven't stopped loving creating...it's just on hold. And I'm (sort of) ok with that.

So. Hi.

Just popping in to say hello. It's been FAR too long, I know. I'm sorry. And this really isn't much of a post either. But I did want to say hi, and that I am thinking of you readers and this blog and someday soon, I hope to be back at it.

The truth is, I haven't crafted since March. I haven't really even stepped foot in my craft room unless I'm using my Mac. And I am missing it, a bit.

But I love, love, LOVE being a LuLaRoe consultant, no matter how busy I am. No matter how little sleep I get. It's fun. I enjoy it. I love when I get a note back from a customer telling me how much they loved their item. It is very hard work. So much work. But I am learning so much. I am making new friends. And I'm feeling very fulfilled.

I miss crafting and card making, and am hoping to make some stuff soon that I can share. I also really want to share pictures from our Disney vacation, which are still on my phone. For now I'm just going to leave you with this simple photo. My tiger lilies are blooming, and this makes me happy. They are my favorite flower.


Life update

Well hey there, long time no chat. Life has been just so crazy for the past six weeks. And it's definitely about to get even crazier.

First, I wanted to share a few photos from our overnight trip to Great Wolf Lodge New England on Easter weekend. We decided to surprise Austin for his 5th birthday with a stay at the lodge. They have a giant indoor waterpark, so we knew he would just love it. And he did. He started saying how badly he didn't want to leave the minute we'd checked in!


Great Wolf was amazing. It is expensive, for sure, but as regular Disney visitors, we're kind of used to that. But you do get passes to the water park from 1pm the day of checking until closing the day of checkout. They also did a free Easter egg hunt for the kids, free pictures with the Easter bunny, and they had a free rope course Austin could do (as he wasn't quite tall enough for the big one). They've got an arcade, fun adventure type games, all kinds of different activities in the lobby. We actually played mini golf too. There's a ton of things to do besides the water park. But oh, the water park. It was amazing! There were only two rides my 43" little buddy couldn't go on. And there were plenty of really big rides he could. We especially enjoyed the huge family raft water slide. And Austin has asked many times already if we can go back for his birthday next year.

Here are a few photos from our trip:







So the majority of the past six weeks have been spent on setting up my own business. As you know I signed on to be a LuLaRoe consultant and the journey has been so exciting. It took me about 6.5 weeks until I received the much anticipated onboarding call (and I literally shrieked out loud when I received it!), so I've been working on all the things I need to do to prepare. I've been practicing inventory photos, doing tons of research, ordering clothing racks and all the other supplies I need. I've been stocking up on shipping supplies and I've made an appointment with a CPA. It has been a whirlwind, but it has been so much fun.

This morning I finally received my shipping notification for my initial inventory! I am so excited! If anyone would like to learn more about LuLaRoe, I'd love for you to join my Facebook group. I've got lots of giveaways going on now leading up to my launch party! https://www.facebook.com/groups/lularoemelissawhittaker/

https://www.facebook.com/groups/lularoemelissawhittaker/

And random life updates - work is...work. That's all I can really say there. I haven't been reading as much as I would like to have been, but I did finally get my pre-order for the 5th book in the Crossfire series by Sylvia Day yesterday! I am hoping to go back and read books 1-4 first.

Austin's starting kindergarten in the fall, which is...ahhh...he's growing up too fast.

We're looking forward to our next Disney trip very soon! I cannot wait! My last vacation was spent connected to work because of all the craziness with my company being acquired, so I'm very excited to be able to completely disconnect from the world.

Other than that, we're just hoping for spring to get here and stay! We'd been teased with some really nice warm weather and them bam, snow this week. And it's super cold! Someone please tell Mother Nature it's April! :)

I hope you guys have been well!

99 Question No One Asks Tag

Considering myself tagged by Shannon on this one...

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Open - I need to hear Austin and the kitties would not be having any of that.


2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
Yes, but only if it's a nice brand (like the ones on the Disney cruise)


3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Out, I rarely even make my bed.


4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
No, and I wouldn't, now that I realize that my tax dollars pay for those street signs!

 
5:Do you like to use post-it notes?
Yes! I am an avid post-it note user. They are especially good for cleaning your teeth ;)

 
6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
All the time!

 
7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
If you don't already know the answer to this question (hint, I have a phobia of bees), then you don't know me at all!

 
8:Do you have freckles?
No, I do not.

 
9:Do you always smile for pictures?
I try! I have a wonky smile though.

10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
I have way too many to pick the biggest. But drivers who don't use their turn signal is pretty high up on the list.

 
11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
I have a Fitbit for that.

 
12:Have you ever peed in the woods?
Probably, we camped when I was a kid.

 
13:What about pooped in the woods?
No, never.

 
14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Not usually.

 
15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?
No.

 
16:How many people have you slept with this week?
Actually "slept" with? One human, two kitties. If you mean the dirty version...still just one human.

 
17:What size is your bed?
A queen, but hoping to upgrade to a king soon.

 
18:What is your Song of the week?
I have a soft spot for Happy, even after all this time.

 
19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Not past age 10.

 
20:Do you still watch cartoons?
The Simpsons, sometimes, and Disney movies. I used to LOVE Looney Tunes and Garfield and Friends and Mighty Mouse and Tiny Tunes. But I don't have time for that anymore.

 
21:Whats your least favorite movie?
There are a few bad ones out there. The Hottie and the Nottie and I Know Who Killed Me top the list.

 
22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
I like Shannon's Oak Island answer here. But I'd probably just bury it in like, my back yard. So I could dig it up and look at it and reassure myself it was still there. Plus who would ever think to dig up treasure in my backyard? So it would probably be pretty safe.

 
23:What do you drink with dinner?
Water, almost always.


24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
BBQ sauce!


25:What is your favorite food?
Any sort of fried potato.


26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days, Independence Day, Crossroads, Beaches, Mrs. Doubtfire


27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?
Austin!


28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
Yes, Girl Scout.


29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
No way.


30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
I think I sent one to Shannon a few years ago!


31:Can you change the oil on a car?
Nope, but I have my dad for that.


32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Yes, but I fought the law and I won!


33:Ever ran out of gas?
Yes, once. And Brad drove by me and waved at me while I sat on the side of the road. Ass.


34:Favorite kind of sandwich?
Egg salad or chicken salad.


35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Hash Browns, Home Fries


36:What is your usual bedtime?
11-12


37:Are you lazy?
Not generally, but some days.


38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Rainbow Bright was one of the costumes!


39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?
A Cock! (April 1981)


40:How many languages can you speak?
English, but I do know a tiny bit of Spanish.


41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
A bunch of them - they were free with Verizon points.


42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Legos all the way!


43:Are you stubborn?
Not really.


44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
Letterman!


45:Ever watch soap operas?
Yes, I loved Days of Our Lives when I was a teenager into college.


46:Are you afraid of heights?
Not really. My husband is though!


47:Do you sing in the car?
Yep! Loud and proud.


48:Do you sing in the shower?
Occasionally.


49:Do you dance in the car?
Always!


50:Ever used a gun?
No, I hate guns so much.


51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
One of Austin's photo shoots. Probably about a year ago.


52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?
They aren't something I seek out but I usually enjoy them.


53:Is Christmas stressful?
My most stressful time of the year, absolutely.


54:Ever eat a pierogi?
I'm not sure, I think so.


55:Favorite type of fruit pie?
Sweet cherry pie.


56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Author.


57:Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes, and I hope they exist because I'm scared to not exist anymore when I die.


58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Often.


59:Take a vitamin daily?
I try to remember but usually fail.


60:Wear slippers?
Yes.


61:Wear a bath robe?
Yes, it is so cozy.


62:What do you wear to bed?
PJ's. Usually ugly old lady fleece ones that are so not at all sexy to my husband.


63:First concert?
I believe it was Shania Twain, but I went to a ton of concerts the last few years of high school so I can't remember for sure.


64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Target, obv.


65:Nike or Adidas?
Nike.


66:Cheetos Or Fritos?
Crunchy Cheetos!


67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
I love both equally! I don't play favorites!


68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
No?


69:Ever take dance lessons?
No.


70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
No, he'll always be a nerd (aka a chemist)


71:Can you curl your tongue?
Yes, I can.


72:Ever won a spelling bee?
Yeah, in my elementary school, once.


73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Sort of, I cry at heartwarming commercials or news stories sometimes.


74:Own any record albums?
No
 

75:Own a record player?
Not anymore.


76:Regularly burn incense?
No.


77:Ever been in love?
  I'm in love with my husband!


78:Who would you like to see in concert?
Britney again! Garth again! I would have LOVED to have seen Michael Jackson - was going to get tickets until he died (so sad!). I also would love to see Phil Collins as himself, not as Genesis.


79:What was the last concert you saw?
Garth!


80:Hot tea or cold tea?
Iced tea.


81:Tea or coffee?
Coffee.


82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Sugar, but I LOVE me some Snickerdoodle Iced Coffee from Dunks!


83:Can you swim well?
Fairly well.


84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yea, I can 


85:Are you patient?
Nope. Not even a little bit.


86:DJ or band, at a wedding?
I made my own iPod mix, but if I did it again, I'd pick a DJ.


87:Ever won a contest?
A few! Mostly radio call ins. Some giveaways.


88:Ever have plastic surgery?
No.


89:Which are better black or green olives?
They both suck.


90:Can you knit or crochet?
Neither.


91:Best room for a fireplace?
The livingroom.


92:Do you want to get married?
I AM Ironman. I mean. Married.


93:If married, how long have you been married?
7 years this April!


94:Who was your HS crush?
His name was Erik...


95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
Any woman who tells you they don't is lying!


96:Do you have kids?
Yes! I have a son who I love more than anything else in the world, Austin. I also have a beautiful and talented stepdaughter, Summer.


97:Do you want kids?
No more, only Austin.


98:Whats your favorite color?
Any version of teal or aqua.


99:Do you miss anyone right now?
I miss Daredevil. That's the harsh reality you face after binge watching a full season of a show in a single weekend.